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Column 870

Multiple Man: Guest-starring me & You

Intro by Kwame Dawes
11.22.2021

There is a bit of slap­stick com­e­dy in this poem of conun­drums. In Mul­ti­ple Man: Guest-star­ring me & You”, Gary Jack­son knows that he is play­ing a game with per­cep­tion — is the you” him­self or some­one else — per­haps a past lover? But in the end, it does not mat­ter, because the sense of lone­li­ness and the hunger for com­pan­ion­ship at the core of this poem are absolute­ly clear. You left me”, he says, with a hint of melo­dra­ma. But in the end, he reminds us that some­times the per­ceived anti­dote for our need (our dearth”) can be cat­a­stroph­ic (“the flood”).

Multiple Man: Guest-starring me & You

Every night I sleep on alternate 

sides of the bed, as if to duplicate
sleeping with you. If

I’m fast enough, I’m the warmth
of my own body beside me, reach

out and touch myself. Breach
the blue of my bones, breath in my own ear.

You left me. Lying here,
I left you to be with me.

Someone asks if your body
was worth trading for mine.

My sin was always pride.
Did you want a man who sleeps

with himself to keep
the bed warm? I need you like the earth

needed the flood after dearth. 

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We do not accept unsolicited submissions. American Life in Poetry is made possible by The Poetry Foundation (www.poetryfoundation.org), publisher of Poetry magazine. It is also supported by the Department of English at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln. Poem copyright ©2021 by Gary Jackson, “Multiple Man: Guest-starring me & You” from origin story (University of New Mexico Press, 2021). Introduction copyright © 2024 by The Poetry Foundation.