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Column 838

Up, Up from Daydreams/Lullaby

04.12.2021

It must be one of the great mer­cies of life that time pro­vides us with the mag­i­cal capac­i­ty to turn mem­o­ries of the com­plete alarm of car­ing for an infant child into a delight­ful bit of nos­tal­gia. Adri­an Mate­j­ka man­ages to cap­ture both the splen­dor and bewil­der­ment of ear­ly father­hood in this ten­der poem.

Up, Up from Daydreams/Lullaby

Your eyes close as soon as I put you in the plastic
moon of a car seat. Connect the seatbelts, check
the seat-to-car belts. Face turned to one side, brown
like mine. Fists instead of hands just like me. Is this
all you got from me? At least the seat is installed right
thanks to a fireman at Station 37. At least you smile
when you sleep & sleep like it’s your job since I still
don’t know what I’m supposed to do when you wake
up. In your dream of passing cars & Oregon hills
underneath us, I sing a made-up song while Federico
Aubele & the car’s intemperate hum really lullaby:
Little one, this is a start. Little one, it starts with a heart.

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We do not accept unsolicited submissions. American Life in Poetry is made possible by The Poetry Foundation (www.poetryfoundation.org), publisher of Poetry magazine. It is also supported by the Department of English at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln. Poem copyright ©2020 by Adrian Matejka, “Up, Up from Daydreams/Lullaby” from The Chattahoochee Review (Fall 2019/Winter 2020). Poem reprinted by permission of Adrian Matejka and the publisher. Introduction copyright © 2024 by The Poetry Foundation.