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Column 904

Elegy with Steam

07.18.2022

William Far­ga­sons Ele­gy with Steam” nev­er refers to his father’s death, but to the man­ner in which death rep­re­sents a move­ment through veils of exis­tence. Fargason’s mem­o­ry of father­ly care becomes a por­tal that allows him to hear his father’s voice on the oth­er side,” through the veil of a warm washcloth.

Elegy with Steam

When I was sick with a head cold, my head
full of pressure, my father would soak a washcloth
in hot water, then ball it up, wring it out. He would
open it above my head, then place it against

my face like a second skin, the light around me
disappearing entirely except through the spaces
between the stitching. I would inhale the steam
in that darkness, hearing his voice on the other side,

otherwise almost devoid of any other bodily sense
but the warmth and depth of his voice, as if
I had already died and was on the other side
of life waiting for the sickness to lift, but I wasn’t.

I was still on this earth, the washcloth going cold
on my face, my body still sick, and my father still
there when I opened my eyes, as he always was,
there to give me warmth before going cold again.

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We do not accept unsolicited submissions. American Life in Poetry is made possible by The Poetry Foundation (www.poetryfoundation.org), publisher of Poetry magazine. It is also supported by the Department of English at the University of Nebraska-Lincoln. Poem copyright ©2022 by William Fargason, “Elegy with Steam” from The Maine Review, January 20, 2022 Poem reprinted by permission of the author and the publisher. Introduction copyright © 2024 by The Poetry Foundation.